I just finished watching GRIDIRON GANG it's the usual feel good, inspirational movie. The Rock - wrestler by profession and now an actor was very good with his performance. Tough but you can feel his sincerity well that's what you get for being a wrestler you act very well hahaha.

As I was saying the movie is just like any other inspirational movies you laugh, you get inspired, you cry. It's nice to cry once in awhile aside from helping it clean your eyes you will also feel a heavy burden being lifted off of you.

3 times I have cried this year first when some of my plans didn't materialize; working abroad and going back to school, second was when I finally realized that I'm loosing myself to a situation or to someone and third was this movie.

Wow 3 times hmm.. that's quite something. I am indeed getting old.

I have said it many times I'm not  a cry baby. My tear ducts can be very very stubborn even with situations that I really need to cry I don't. So when tears fell from my eyes that really means something.

Tears of dissapontment when I lost the opportunity to work abroad and go back to school. Ever since I was a kid I know that I am a free soul.  I love to travel and someday deep in my heart and soul I know that will be able to fulfill my dreams of seeing the whole world but for now the world wide web and my books are my window to the world same with learning or going back to school.

Tears of sadness, letting go, pain  all in one. It was hard letting go of someone that you've learned to love so much that you forget self-respect. It was very painful especially for someone like me who have'nt really been in a serious relationship or should I say have not fallen deeply in love with someone. As much as I don't want to be out of the context since I'm talking about tears I really feel that I should talk about it.  But I'd probably save it on my next post.

Last but I shouldnt say last though since its just AUGUST but let's just say 3rd time was after I watched the GRIDIRON movie I don't really dont know how it happened but it just happened tears just came rolling down my cheeks - my puffy cute cheeks I may say :D.

Maybe because I was watching it with my Mom and the movie showed the importance of having a mother by your side while growing up. I got great respect for my Mom now more than ever. We have had our difficult moments but I can say that she will be my bestfriend on top of every bestfriend that I will have in my entire life.

Now that I'm learning to cry I am looking to forward to more tears but I pray that it will be for happiness.

Peace out. :D

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